Chock Full of Beans

This is like, so random.
But I swear this is the best chocolate cake I've tried EVER.
Gonna go back for it again :))
Try out the food too maybe.
GOSH CAN'T WAIT <3>

Need a hug..

Just one person...
Just one.

So Wrong..

Wonderful class- Fun, crazy, everything...
Maybe it's just me. But I felt that the things they say are no longer funny,
no longer so hyped up in joining them in things they do.
Just... No longer that fun, that crazy, that close.
Yes it's just me but....
I don't know how to resolve thing.

It's almost pms like. That's a gooood thing.. 
Something's just felt soo wrong.

Confused

I am not not not happy at all.

What should I do?

You become a champion when you fight on. 

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile. -Unknown author.

All time loooooooooow

sighhh..........

I swear I hadn't felt so low in a long timeee..
From vball captain to vball ballpicker. The feeling is like... Really really bad.
Played vball for 4 years already and this is the first ever time I get this inferior feeling.
Always the one spiking and stuff
Now I get to be the one WATCHING others spike at the side.
OMGOSH.
Never had to worry about falling out of main team but now here I am,
comforting myself that if I work hard enough, MAYBE I will get that one chance.
It's really until I get in this position then I truly understand how this felt.
What can I do man :(((
Really afraid that no matter how hard I'm going to train, I won't reach what I want.
I don't one to live through this form of disappointment.
Although the team is really really nice, but hanging out with them with them knowing that I'm don't belong to main, I feel so thick-skinned.

AH WATEVER.
RANTING DOESN'T MAKE SENSE.
GO GO GO.
Even though this is pure self comfort,
I'm sure if i work hard, I will get to what I want.

"Don't let life change your goal, because achieving your goal can change your life"
Yea I'm going to do it :D

On the bright side, I got awesome classmates. WHEEEEE :DD
And I've got so many happy and good things.
So nothing's gonna bring me down.
So what if it is embarrassing being the worst player.
Every successful man starts from the bottom.


Gonna tell myself to jiayou, and make sure I do exactly :)